Work tunes - Moondog - Lament 1, 'Bird's Lament' DJ-Kicks- (mixed by Henrik Schwarz)

At work today for a half day of catch-up.
This popped up on my Pandora and I love it. :)

Saturday Happy Song - Billy Joel - The River of Dreams

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

Because I am an insomniac and know many other insomniacs, and, know not all of it is because they are more creative at night. Because many times that insomnia is due to stress, and hopeless feelings. Because Thursday September 18th was my dad's birthday. Because Wednesday September 10th was Suicide Prevention Day and that week was National Suicide Prevention Week.  Because someone out there up tonight might need this.

It is so, SO fucking HOT. Currently 103 degrees in The Valley and I am having a hard time not passing out. I have so much laundry to do...I think I have to wait till after dark.

I can't wait for after dark to go buy the SD film for her photography class...I haven't had time all week, so much going on at work...I look forward to this cause I am going to go to a store that will have central air. YAYS! I am worried about Pink though, but both air conditioners are on, it should cool down within the next 30-ish mins. Sorta.

Saturday Happy Song - The Four Lads - Istanbul (not Constantinople)

Friday! TIME NEEDS TO GO FASTER!!

All week has been rush, rush, rush, and today is dragging....

Today was a good day.

I didn't feel quite so lost or as much like crying at my new job.

I went to my first belly dance class since the end of physical therapy for my ankle.

It was my first Tribal class, EVER (this is my favorite style, so it's weird it took me this long to get here, but I didn't have a car before).

It was being subbed by Sherri Wheatley and she was the nicest person. We got to talk for 15mins before hand cause we were waiting for class to start.

I got through 1 of the boxes of my dads stuff that has been too painful to sort through.

The Mr. is making brownies (not like I need a brownie cause I need to loose 30 pounds by June...but I'm back to trying to develop a healthy relationship with food, and so I need to learn to eat in moderation, and...I can't hurt my dude's feelings, right? ;) )

I remembered to publicly count my blessings and not just my bitching.