Ooh..no update in a while.

I'm still here, toiling away. The depression has gotten so bad I am in full hate myself mode. I haven't done anything about it and it's getting worse. So, I need to stop feeding it. I have to embrace spring, and sunshine and cleaning and go back to fighting for the things I want to do.

I signed up for Shimmy Mob today even though I can't really afford it. It's gonna make me dance again and I haven't been real great at doing that on my own...

So, that's something.

Saturday Happy Song, - The Presidents of The United States of America - Stranger

Saturday Happy Song - Gogol Bordello - Alcohol

Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

I had such hopes for this new job...
3 months in and I want to cry and stab people again. I really need to find something other than post production...

Saturday Happy Song - Slyck - Love It Or (Beat The Bush)

Photo Update Feb 2017 - Part 2

We went to 80's prom at The Fonda in Hollywood. It was fun. I went as Adam Ant, because he's amazing and it's a full costume I already have ready to go.

I'm really working on make-up and costume looks when I have free time...I think I got a better response from the white flowers than the dark mask, but I really like the juxtaposition when they are presented together.

I keep trying to down size my apartment and go through things and get rid of them. Went trough old VHS tapes, found a good one with my sister on it from 1999!!

 I made a greasy grilled cheese and deep fried my own french fries for Fat Tuesday with the aim of eating better for lent. AHAHA...right...I did realize I hate deep frying food, and should leave it to professionals.

Saturday Happy Song - James - Laid

 Totally forgot about this song till I heard it on the radio last week. This was one of my favorites. I miss the 90s.

Photo update Feb 2017 - Part 1

Valentines I made for the girlfriends of the other guys in Steve's band + one for a great friend Clarissa.(I could only manage this many this year, sorry I didn't get any out in the mail to anyone!!)

 My co-worker has a whole bunch of fruit trees in her backyard! She brought me all the beautiful citrus!

 Flowers for Valentine's Day from the aforementioned amazing Clarissa. ♥

 Last of my tomatoes from the plant I got at 99 cent store that Steve kept alive. 

 Screw the roses, I got Mexican food for Valentines day, cause he knows the real way to my heart! ♥

"I know a drugstore cowgirl, so afraid of getting bored. She's always running from something, so many things ignored."

~311