Work that into the ground

"You cannot be peaceful and at the same time blame others." -From the Don't Sweat the Small Stuff Calander


Still trying to keep my chin up. Is it in the air? Can you see it there? Is it covered in hair?...Hair? What? No!

The above is so true, but that is not what disrupts my peace. It is the opposite actually, I blame myself for everything. I feel like everything is my fault, like I have messed up so much. Of course it doesn't help that there are a few people that confirm this for me...and then there is guilt that they are right, and then I get depressed, then I mope around. Nothing gets done and then I feel guilty, the cycle repeats itself over and over.

I have to figure out how to end this. I need a fucking whole life makeover. To do that, I feel like I need 24 more hours in every day. I only get so much reading done on the subject, and not all of it is then put to use. So forgive me dear readers, as I embark on a whole other side project to the side projects in my life. I am gonna be here to update you on my progress, hopefully as soon as tomorrow.

~Sydney

Friday Favorites

Hello again my lovelies!

Well, I have been gone for a bit; did you miss me?
There was a really big project I needed to focus on, and I did that. I needed to work on a bunch of other stuff too, and the time got away from me. Then the project got put on hold by it most important player (my father) and then The Man and I had a big, nasty, draining fight...and it has taken me this long to get my chin back up. I have been feeling really down for the last couple of weeks, and really tired. I am really tired now too, I want a nap. Instead I am gonna grab a drink with my friend Richie, and enjoy the start of my weekend. Then I'll nap.

So here is what I found interesting this week on that crazy, wonderful, inspiring place we call the Internet:

♥ Super Kawaii Mama has a great new feature she is doing called Dear Weekend. I really like this idea, I am not real good at the making lists thing yet (must channel inner Virgo), but this makes it so much more fun!

♥ The Steampunk community is always coming up with new and crazier idea for how to look cool. Take this Guitar for example, or this awesome chicken mask deal, or these awesome goggles! Awesome...!

♥ I love tutorials! I just decided that this week, because of these tutorials. I finished the blue glow one, I can't wait to do the rest!

Gotta run!

Have a great weekend!

~Sydney