Saturday, May 28, 2016

Saturday Happy Song - Rancid - Coppers


Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Bored + Overwhelmed = Anxiety Attack. And overeating. And why didn’t I just drink wine when I got home?

Thursday, May 19, 2016

Chuck Berry, 1964 © Jean-Marie Perier

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Amy Brown, Key Critter

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LOVE!
Finally not sick!!
I think...knock on wood. Been so tired, but can't sleep when it's time to...
Have to have a big sort and get rid of stuff weekend. Can't wait to get back to organizing my place again, but at the same time I'm really tired and it seems very emotionally draining to keep this up.
But, as a friend said of the entire project involving all dads stuff: "Once you're done, you'll be done", and THAT is gonna be the best feeling ever.

Friday, May 13, 2016

Still not feeling well. Been to the doctor twice, had antibiotics and steroids...the steroids helped for a bit, but now that I'm off of them I'm tired and my glads hurt. Still getting through my days, still gonna dance in spring fiesta on Sunday. Made a headband to go with my costume and did some tribal belly dance shit with my hair:


Monday, May 2, 2016

Sick + depressed = no blogging.

:(

As it turns out I have "Some kind of bronchitis". I was given an antibiotic so it doesn't turn into pneumonia and an inhaler to ease the chest congestion. I'm tired all the time and not practicing the choreography I have to perform in 2 fucking weeks. Meanwhile the trying to make time for each other dance continues in my relationship...I normally come home on Mondays for lunch because we both rehearse till late and don't get to spend any time with each other. The last 2 weeks I have felt in the way and distracting to the amount of practice he needs to do for this show coming up on Thursday, so I didn't go home today. Turns out he was looking forward to me coming home for lunch. He missed me.

Well poop. I wanna cry some more now.

I can't wait for the next bright spot....