http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/147127045182/dialnfornoir-leave-her-to-heaven-1945

 

A crust eaten in peace is better than a banquet partaken in anxiety.
~Aesop

BLAHHHHHHHHH.

I feel so...
I don't know...I didn't sleep well, and so that always puts me in a really bad mood. I'm so tired today.
I woke up yesterday in a good mood, fresh from a 3 days weekend that was close to perfect, and today all of that is gone. By the end of the day yesterday I was really spent.

Work was a pain in the butt, Gene Wilder died and it really bums me out that not only will there never be another like him, but people's talent levels just aren't that high anymore.  I can't get the asshole that bought speakers from me on eBay to pay me and now I either have to open a case against them or relist it, either way I lose time and I really needed the money NOW.

I have more stuff I could sell. I saved some of the good stuff for just this occasion: when there is no hope of my boyfriend getting a job because all the shows are staffed up till the end of the year and his unemployment has run out so we're gonna starve. However, it is really disheartening when people don't pay you and you have to fuck around and harass them and end up re-listing anyway. I owe my friend for Black Sabbath tickets. FUCK. People suck!

I gotta rally. I really do not need or desire all the things I have in my apartment, and they will probably sell...

Gotta get back to the day job now.

Saturday Happy Song - Soul Coughing - Super Bon Bon

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/147080340677/nevver-bad-boy-nice-girl-shawna-x

 

Work harder on yourself than you do on your job.
~Jim Rohn

Oy...wednesday morning...

I guess I need more coffee...I actually need more sleep...

But, they FINALLY installed our new dishwasher yesterday after 3 weeks of doing the dishes by hand and I am SO grateful and happy and relieved! I didn't realize how spoiled I was until we didn't have one. Now I just need the vacuum fixed and I'll be back in business. 

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/147080320302/multigrainqueerios-here-is-where-you-can-buy

 

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/147080296852

 

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/147076013892/darkbeautymag-photographer-josh-sep-model

 

"You will burn and you will burn out; you will be healed and come back again."
- Fyodor Dostoyevsky

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/147022783287/darkbeautymag-photographer-marcin-sylwia

 

I had a nice weekend.

I really like my boyfriend.

July 4th 1950, Santa Monica, California, photo by Ralph Crane (via)

Saturday Happy Song - Bow Wow Wow - C30 C60 C90 Go

Photo of Masha Archer (The teacher of Carolena Nericcio), uploaded with permission from Larissa Archer.
From Larissa:
“Photo by Charles Homer Archer (Masha’s late husband, and my father). Photo (of course) is of Masha, wearing the original non-coin coin bra, made with saint medallions instead of coins…”
This makes me happy.

Ultra Gypsy members: Jill Parker, Rose Harden, Rachel Brice…

Such a day...

It's been such a day.

I need a week on an island, alone.

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/146694697562/darkbeautymag-civilization-iv-photographer

 

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/146694689097/vintagegal-now-is-the-time-this-is-the-hour

 

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/146244994937/dessinnoir-young-frankenstein-1974

 

Saturday Happy Song - Nada - Surf Popular

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/145951713537/darkbeautymag-the-gathering-time-and-space

 

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/145951683017/zgmfd-1970-topps-batty-buttons

 

Pies Fabric (via fabric.com)

“The Lady in Red” by Irene Patten, 1930s

www.stores.eBay.com/GrapefruitMoonGallery

Saturday Happy Song - Black Sabbath - Fairies Wear Boots LIVE 1970

 

http://thatnightmare-syd.tumblr.com/post/145881088657/sydneyflapper-sydneyflapper-on-résiste-à

 

Fried Ravioli Caprese Stacks 

Ariellah Aflalo

Some people go out of their way to piss all over your happy spot...
Sad.
Those are sad pathetic people.

“Infrared Ballerina” —
Photographer: Kathleen Shumate - MKS Images
Wardrobe: Wonderland Corsets
Makeup: Steffeney Bonilla Harris
Hair: Corinne Renee
Model: Lauren

Didn't manage to get to either class last night and only managed about 10mins of practice...
Did get through 1 hour of practice tonight and most of the dishes on the sink (the dishwasher is broken...)! Whoot!
Productive night!
2 productive nights, got the bathroom clean last night, and most of the kitchen table so I could show the building super the dishwasher and bathroom mirror were broken, so, progress.

“The Mermaid” by John Reinhard Weguelin.

April Rose, by Nei’ Mad photography.

Poster by Franz Stuck for the International Hygiene Exhibition held in Dresden, Germany, 1911

(source was VintageGal on Tumblr...she deactiveated her account :'-( )

 

Marilyn Monroe photographed by Richard Avedon, 1958.

What a day...

Got sooooo drunk on Saturday night...spent too much money, killed too many brain cells...I was going to go dance tonight but I can't really afford it, and, Steve is sick...I need to go get some good ginger ale and check on him, I might not make it to class. We'll see. If not I just need to push through an hour of practice on my own, need to make that happen for sure.