Saturday, August 8, 2015
Friday, August 7, 2015
Thursday, August 6, 2015
Sorted another box of my dads tonight.
Got to the bottom, some old dust clumps, some, tape or string...? Can beat it out outside and get rid of it. Looked closer...
My hospital bracelet from the day I was born.
I cried. I thanked him. I felt like he was there. Tried to hold his hand.
Grateful for the little things tonight...passing moments with the otherworld...I felt at peace and so thankful for moments like this to process my feelings.
And, other parts of me are so pleased with the proof that you shouldn't dump all your dead fathers things in a dumpster the weekend after he died like some people worked so hard to do..HA MOTHERFUCKERS!!
Got to the bottom, some old dust clumps, some, tape or string...? Can beat it out outside and get rid of it. Looked closer...
I cried. I thanked him. I felt like he was there. Tried to hold his hand.
Grateful for the little things tonight...passing moments with the otherworld...I felt at peace and so thankful for moments like this to process my feelings.
And, other parts of me are so pleased with the proof that you shouldn't dump all your dead fathers things in a dumpster the weekend after he died like some people worked so hard to do..HA MOTHERFUCKERS!!
Tuesday, August 4, 2015
Let's take the whole day off
Took the day off work.
It was a really productive day!! Very positive outcome on the decision to stay home, so pleased. That doesn't always happen, so glad it worked out today.
Had to take Pink to the vet...She hasn't been peeing a lot, and she normally pees tons, she has kidney disease. $180.00 later...I'll know more tomorrow, or today, it's after midnight now...
So, came home, napped for an hour, cleaned the kitchen, practiced belly dance, went though boxes in SD's room, got rid of 3-4 totally empty boxes I thought my significant other was saving to send ebay sales in...and 3 boxes of dads stuff! YAY!!
Handled it, took the emotion out of it. He is not his stuff, I have to show his stuff the way I like, I have to focus on the vision...kept very little, mostly dumped those 3 boxes. Actually went to the thrift store with it, so it wouldn't live in my car for weeks. Big progress. :)
Met with Mia about pictures of Sapphic Musk video relase party that happened Saturday, drank sangria...went back though Sapphic Musk photos with photoshop...sent to Mia...relaxing night. The Mr. went to band rehearsal, he has a keyboard player!!
Showers and bed. Goodnight peoples! ♥
It was a really productive day!! Very positive outcome on the decision to stay home, so pleased. That doesn't always happen, so glad it worked out today.
Had to take Pink to the vet...She hasn't been peeing a lot, and she normally pees tons, she has kidney disease. $180.00 later...I'll know more tomorrow, or today, it's after midnight now...
So, came home, napped for an hour, cleaned the kitchen, practiced belly dance, went though boxes in SD's room, got rid of 3-4 totally empty boxes I thought my significant other was saving to send ebay sales in...and 3 boxes of dads stuff! YAY!!
Handled it, took the emotion out of it. He is not his stuff, I have to show his stuff the way I like, I have to focus on the vision...kept very little, mostly dumped those 3 boxes. Actually went to the thrift store with it, so it wouldn't live in my car for weeks. Big progress. :)
Met with Mia about pictures of Sapphic Musk video relase party that happened Saturday, drank sangria...went back though Sapphic Musk photos with photoshop...sent to Mia...relaxing night. The Mr. went to band rehearsal, he has a keyboard player!!
Showers and bed. Goodnight peoples! ♥
Monday, August 3, 2015
Saturday, August 1, 2015
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