Photo update Feb 2017 - Part 1

Valentines I made for the girlfriends of the other guys in Steve's band + one for a great friend Clarissa.(I could only manage this many this year, sorry I didn't get any out in the mail to anyone!!)

 My co-worker has a whole bunch of fruit trees in her backyard! She brought me all the beautiful citrus!

 Flowers for Valentine's Day from the aforementioned amazing Clarissa. ♥

 Last of my tomatoes from the plant I got at 99 cent store that Steve kept alive. 

 Screw the roses, I got Mexican food for Valentines day, cause he knows the real way to my heart! ♥

"I know a drugstore cowgirl, so afraid of getting bored. She's always running from something, so many things ignored."

~311

Ok, in a panicked moment I was calculating a gross income and a net income and got confused.
I'miss coming out about even...

So, now that I have adjusted (down) my health insurance and what I am contributing to my 401K, I actually make over a grand less PER MONTH at this job than I did at the last one.

I am so beyond fucked you guys. 

I have to stay off Facebook. God help me some of the people I know are huge fucking idiots. All the conservative crazies are on one friend list, and for awhile I thought it was amusing to check in, but, it's just depressing now...
And besides, I was given another show to oversee at work and I'm confused and fucking up all the time, so I should focus on that...social media is a good escape from all my actual worries and feelings, so I like it, but I think it might be helping my depression along. I have to go back to really trying for healthy habits and not just eating sugar all the time and hating myself. ..but it's been hard.