OK...don't get overwhelmed. Don't get depressed. You can totally fix your life. You can totally do this.

Robert Plant And Jack White Lollapalooza Argentina

"To design the future effectively, you must first let go of your past." 
— Charles J. Givens

It's an adventure.

This next month is an adventure, and you will be changed by it and you will grow from it and it will leave an imprint.

Embrace it. Even if you want to grab that co-worker "helping" you by the throat and slam his head into the edge of his desk.

Don't.

It's bad for your job security and your blemish free criminal record.

Meditation breathing.

Meditation has taught you tons.

Use it.

Embrace it.

Embrace this. 

Saturday Happy Song - Suicidal Tendencies - Institutionalized

Ok. I am officially, as of 5pm, covering for a co-workers desk for the next 4 weeks. His client is TVD.

I am terrified I will miss an air date or something and all of television will collapse. Also, I am very nervous about my desk that another co-worker is supposed to be covering (he is currently listening to music and drawing...how, sweet) and so I'll most likely have to babysit him for 4 weeks in addition to covering for TVD coworker.

I'm gonna puke you guys.