2 days ago my left eye started twitching and I can't decide if it's the stress or if the knot on the right side of my back is pushing on a nerve...

Ok. I am officially, as of 5pm, covering for a co-workers desk for the next 4 weeks. His client is TVD.

I am terrified I will miss an air date or something and all of television will collapse. Also, I am very nervous about my desk that another co-worker is supposed to be covering (he is currently listening to music and drawing...how, sweet) and so I'll most likely have to babysit him for 4 weeks in addition to covering for TVD coworker.

I'm gonna puke you guys.

The Ankle Chronicles - post 4 of who the fuck knows - another update - not a good one

So, on September 26th I was told to walk.

I was told to “push it” and try walking like a normal person. I was in pain still, and the whole ankle was still swelling, but I was told that’s normal with a sprain and to push through. Well, after they FINALLY had me do an MRI and got the results, as it turns out, I have a fractured Talus; the bone on top of my ankle connecting my foot to my leg.

Monday, the 14th I was told this. I was also told I never should have been walking on it; I should have stayed off it at least 3 month and spent as much time as possible resting. When the doctor left the room and closed the door I burst into tears. 

Today is day 3 back on crutches for at least another month. I go back again on Nov. 11^th for an additional X-ray and an update on how it’s healing.

I am exhausted. I was already exhausted cause on Sunday I did some errands and laundry and cleaning. The hilarious part is I was sad on Monday when I got home from the doctor that I didn’t finish cleaning the bedroom before I became a gimp again.

I have the same boot on again, but a size small now. The other one didn’t fit and was very uncomfortable when it stopped inflating properly. I needed extra padding on the top of the crutches cause my under arms are still not totally healed from the last run on crutches. They are very chafed and it burns to use the crutches. So, all I had were 2 of those blue microfiber car detail cloths and some bandanas. A co-worker complimented the colorful adjustment and said it looked “very Punky Brewster”. ☺

4 more weeks on crutches people!!

Gah..pain in the ass…

You can be a winner!

So...what am I doing with my life..?