"I ain't looking for answers
I don't want nothing for free
I sure don't want your respect
I just wanna know who's talking to me
I just wanna know who's talkin' to me"

~Rancid

music - David Wright (1912 - 1967)

“Deliverance” —
Photographer/Model: Lauren Jenkins

Eugene Hutz
Gogol Bordello

I gotta journal more...there is so much I can't really cover in a public forum. Annnnd...I think I may have lost some respect for one of my closer friends. I complained about how wacky my job has gotten, and she told me to be more of a bitch.

A couple of girlfriends of mine have had this talk with me, but this time it's really stuck. I think it's a really shitty thing. I think it's really awful to recommend this as advice to your friends. I have been told my whole life I am too nice to people and so I've worked really hard on not getting stepped on, and not letting people run over my boundaries. But, I really don't think "be more of a bitch" is good advice. I've tried to practice some of it a bit more, and to be totally honest, it makes me feel bad about myself. I don't think the world needs more bitches or more people that are out for themselves. I think it's shitty. 

Flaming June
Frederic Leighton
1895
Museo de Arte de Ponce, Puerto Rico

We finally got a decent manager in here, she was cool.

As of this morning, she's gone...we're hoping she quit and was not fired, but no one will say.

Bummer.

There's been a lot of bummers lately. Gotta re-think shit, gotta do some new stuff, make things fresh...without money, or people paying for their damn purchases on eBay (second time in a row, on the same damn item!)

Time to stir the pot!