Oy...wednesday morning...

I guess I need more coffee...I actually need more sleep...

But, they FINALLY installed our new dishwasher yesterday after 3 weeks of doing the dishes by hand and I am SO grateful and happy and relieved! I didn't realize how spoiled I was until we didn't have one. Now I just need the vacuum fixed and I'll be back in business. 

So....I didn't realize there was no video linked to last weeks Saturday Happy Song...Sorry about that.
Poor little neglected blog.

I got sick again last Sunday, the 12th, and have been sick since. The 13th I only came into work for 2 hours, I called out the 14th, I slept 12-16 hours each of those days and drank tons of water, am taking double the dose recommended of vitamins...I still feel like crap. I don't know what's wrong with me at this point, but I'm dragging myself through life. Still doing all the things, just not at full tempo.

We had a wonderful weekend anyway. Steve played at Universal Bar and Grill Friday night, we had a band hang-out at a mansion on the beach in Dana Point all day Saturday, he played a fancy bar in Hollywood Sunday night...It was hotter than hell all weekend, but we still did stuff and had fun.

Record heat yesterday. It's a little better today...I'm just, worn out. So much stuff to work on and always feel like crap. So, I have kinda neglected this space because I have nothing to do but complain I guess. I haven't journaled either, I think I got a little burned out on the constant self expression and am in an internal phase. Which might not be helping the not feeling well part, I need to get feelings out and process them into something, but I don't feel like doing that either. I was all gun-ho about the spring cleaning, but was sick so often that not as much got done that I wanted.

So, I guess I just keep going. One foot in front of the other. Keep cleaning, processing, working, resting, creating, expressing, going.

Never, never, never give up.

Here's that video for ya:

I hate being sick. I hate missing rehearsal. I hate being home in the heat. The only good part of today was not having to go deal with all the assholes I work with.